Tomorrow is my first REAL doctors appointment for the pregnancy! Sure, I went to the doctor to get my blood test done to confirm, but this is going to be the first real deal moment for this pregnancy. I don't get to see anything at this visit (that one is June 9th), but we get started on the process finally!
I am finally past the icky sickness part of the pregnancy (I'm pretty sure anyway), but I've moved into the more stressful emotional part of it. I have been an emotional rollercoaster the past few days and I am just mentally exhausted from it. I find myself disappointed in my friends and in myself and I take offense to the slightest things. I definitely feel like I'm weeding people out and I'm not entirely sure this is a healthy time to be deciding to do such things. Still, I find myself closer to the people I really want to be...my family.
I can't wait for this summer to get underway and to start planning some mini-vacations. I plan to make a trip to IL in August and GA in September. Beyond that I don't know what all we will do. I think there is a camping trip in my future; I'm just going to have to bring something more cozy than an air mattress to sleep on.
My main goal right now is just to try and relax and enjoy this time in my life. I've been stressing too much and it's not healthy. We all have to remember that things will work out how they're supposed to, right? Hope you are all having a wonderful week :)